Days in counting till every tears and sorrow ends. Days in counting till i left everything behind me. Days in counting till i move on from her for good. Lots of things i think about when graduating. I am glad that its all over, i am happy that no more hearing about things that people talk behind your back, i felt down when i think about leaving that one person for good.
After 2 years of following behind her and having her around, finally everything just go away for good. The next time i see her?? don't know when. I'm regret lots of things i did that makes my life like this. I knew that things happen to me is all because of what i did cause nothing happen without a reason.
She said to me... "You'll always have a place in here"...she actually said that after what she said to me for the past few months. Every time she says anything to get me away from her...i just bare the pain. Never i kept revenge on her or what she did. I thought giving her time to think would make us okay but instead...she took it as it was totally over. she moved on so damn fast. did she ever think about all the things i tried to make her happy and fall in love with me every single day. I knew myself that if i didn't approach her, she wouldn't even notice i exist. I knew...but did she ever realizes that i try almost every single day to make her fall in love with me again and again...she never noticed.
Days to go and she still try to avoid...after what she said..she still avoid me...then the end of my chapter in life of her might just end here...As soon as she goes back...i will go...and this time...i go for good...I tried and took care of her...but i guess it was not enough for her. Well...after 6 months without her...i am still in love with her..and i hope it doesn't take another 6 more months or even more...cause i will hell suffer...
wondering why her...wondering why i can't forget her...wondering why its all over...wonder wonder wonder...
After 2 years of following behind her and having her around, finally everything just go away for good. The next time i see her?? don't know when. I'm regret lots of things i did that makes my life like this. I knew that things happen to me is all because of what i did cause nothing happen without a reason.
She said to me... "You'll always have a place in here"...she actually said that after what she said to me for the past few months. Every time she says anything to get me away from her...i just bare the pain. Never i kept revenge on her or what she did. I thought giving her time to think would make us okay but instead...she took it as it was totally over. she moved on so damn fast. did she ever think about all the things i tried to make her happy and fall in love with me every single day. I knew myself that if i didn't approach her, she wouldn't even notice i exist. I knew...but did she ever realizes that i try almost every single day to make her fall in love with me again and again...she never noticed.
Days to go and she still try to avoid...after what she said..she still avoid me...then the end of my chapter in life of her might just end here...As soon as she goes back...i will go...and this time...i go for good...I tried and took care of her...but i guess it was not enough for her. Well...after 6 months without her...i am still in love with her..and i hope it doesn't take another 6 more months or even more...cause i will hell suffer...
wondering why her...wondering why i can't forget her...wondering why its all over...wonder wonder wonder...
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