Enough...

I've tried my best and i have gone all out for everything that i going on in my life. I'm not saying that i have given up but I'm too tired to handle all at once. I myself is not mentally healthy. I'm sorry mama, i couldn't finish my job...my diploma...its not that i don't want to is just that things happen in my life between those times that makes it all so freaking hard. I'm not as healthy as i was. I couldn't cope it all. The stress, people...its killing me softly.

I felt like i want to cry to think my life is actually this hard. I knew that when i told others about my life, they would say they too have gone through tough times. Its not the same. If only i could put most of you in my situation. Yes...others have issues too and they can cope but those issues don't come all at once and if they do...what would they feel? i don't think one can cope after everything drop down on their heads.

Tears all dried up and i feel tired nearly every minute of my life. Feel like sleeping for good. Life isn't great for me to remember but those few people and those few moments in life is what i hold on to and what i cherish so damn much. I need to live because of my family, i need to live to reverse my mistakes, i need to live to take care of someone and i need to live to actually appreciate life.