What else can I DO?
What else can I SAY?
I'm SPEECHLESS in my own way,
Turning from the LIGHT,
Becoming DARKER than night,
Trying to ESCAPE the REALITY of life…
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HURT in one way,
PAIN in the other,
Trying to THINK what’s best for me,
Trying to FIGURE OUT what’s best for her,
People say LOVE need to LET GO,
People say LOVE is meant to STAY…
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To whom do I LISTEN to?
To whom do I SHARE?
Alone in the corner of my EMPTY heart,
Think of what is best and what is RIGHT…
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TALKING to people like they knew,
Talking to people like they even CARE,
NOTHING seems to MATTER when you’re not there,
No one can feel what is INSIDE,
No one knows what it FEELS like…
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Thinking about how things END,
Thinking about how things can START again,
You SMILE and LAUGH,
You gave me nothing but a SIGH,
You think of me nothing but the PAST…
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I SAY Things I shouldn't have,
And TIME has past,
Things SHOULDN'T be how it is now,
Things should be how it was BEFORE,
LAUGHTER and JOY was there in my life,
HAPPINESS and a SMILE are all around…
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Laughing at my JOKES,
LAUGHING at me and you,
Laughing at a LIE that could not be HIDE,
Meaning so DEEP,
Deeper than what YOU felted,
I was falling for your TRICKS,
I was falling under you’re SPELL…
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Then you let ME go,
Like an ANIMAL waiting to die,
Like a TRASH in the bin,
Like I am NOBODY to you…
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CRY a million times,
KILL myself from the inside,
PEEL my skin off,
SEE if you cared,
See if you showed up to COMFORT me…
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Our LOVE ended in a minute,
The minute that I wouldn't have GUESSED,
The minute that my heart STARING at a knife,
The minute I NEED nothing more but your comfort…
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If I say I LOVE YOU,
You say that it’s isn't TRUE,
If I say I MISS YOU,
You say that I LIE to you…
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What else can I SAY,
What else can I DO,
Following the RULE,
That was SET by you…
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Now alone I am WAITING for an answer,
There you are laughing with joy with your TOY,
Look at me as if I DON'T care,
Look at me as if I’m just a SHADOW you once look for,
Look at me and LAUGH at my PAIN…
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You wouldn't UNDERSTAND me,
Like you USED to do,
You ERASE me from your MEMORY,
Leaving me to FLY AWAY from your LIFE…
