From days to night...remembering one thing and only one. Sorrow, pain and suffering that only one who's involve can feel and know. Every minute of every hour of trying to forget and trying to just leave the past behind. Its as if the feeling is never ending and the pain will continue on living inside the heart and the mind behind all the sweet memories that used to bring joy and happiness in life. One could understand that people in life are only there temperory and sooner or later everything will just dissapear like those who have passed away. People through out the history have felted those feelings of pain when been left inside the world of imagination and not knowing of where about the future takes us.
The one important person in my life have been there for me day and night for almost 3 years. Comforting me when in need and help me get through my life inside my teenage years of evolving to become a man of yet, a descend guy. It was happiness all the way and nothing other than moments yet to be remembered. Yet as time pass, the word of others got through to discourage her of loving the one person that she use to love more than anybody. Words of people to make her fades out and distrust me of mostly anything. She suddenly sees me as the kid that haven't yet fully turned out to become who she wants me to be.
Suddenly everything changes in life, in a glimpse of an eye...her love becomes a pain that she try to run away from and happiness becomes a reality that i couldn't undertake. Living without her ever since has become a heartache that no doctor can cure. She makes it as just another past yet to be forgotten easily. Realizing the fact that i am not good enough for her and i don't have things that she needs to be happy anymore.
Not remembering the good times we had...not remembering the memories that should not be forgotten...not remembering of what plans we had made for ourselves...and i will fade in her heart as years to come...
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