-SEMESTER 01-

(Part01 me)

Parents sending off their kids and smiling to the sun for the beautiful morning of success that is felted by the whole family, feeling glad that their kids is off for a better education and having the chance to become a somebody when their daughter/sons grows up. The future suddenly flashes through their eyes of how life going to be after graduation.

First time of everything always makes people so excited and put a big smile on our faces. The day i registered for UiTM Malacca for the course of Communication and Media Studies was the day my life start to change day by day. The day ended and parents flew back home feeling satisfy of successfully registering their kids into university and their kids on the other hand started to feel that the struggle of life are just up ahead in life. MMS (Minggu Mesra Siswa) begins for a week to inform all the new students about the rules and regulation of being in university. Seniors shouting their heads off trying their best to entertain and letting know of whats coming up for us who are new to university.

Semester begins and life was very unusual as I have never been to class at 8pm at night and all. Doing anything was like totally new thing for me. Maybe there are a few things that I was comfortable doing but it doesn't mean that I am perfect doing it. I was elected as the class representative and I was so delighted that they gave me such an honour but it lasted for half a semester. I started to feel like I was getting bullied and I have to do most things without anybody's help. It's true that they once said that shout out if I ever needed help but at the end, no one came. Just left alone being some loser running around doing things for the class. I was then being shoved around by some seniors who took me as a "freshy" and still young to understand even the slightest things in life. I was lucky to have my sisters around to cheer me up everyday and help me feels like I am no different than the others but the crowd was a bit too big for just my sister to control. Things started to get ugly after the semester break as I start to fall in love with a girl. I was head over heels for her and started to enjoy than concentrating on my studies.

I did not regret of being with her as she was the one who kept on pushing me forward and treat me more like some her own age. University started to brighten up a little after my birthday as I realises that I do have someone now by my side to be with me when I have my ups and downs. Truthfully, happiness just last a short while. Nearing the end of semester break, we split up and I was just in shock as we had never fought and we have a blast when we were together. I broke apart at that time and as semester ends, I did not quite had a great holiday as things wasn't clear in my head of what had happened...